11/29/2023 - I CAN DO THIS
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November 29, 2022
2:15 am
Awake.
Wordle success in 4 tries.
Watching comedies on Netflix.
Did you know squirrels can't find 80% of the nuts they hide?
It's true. I looked it up.
4:25 am
Going to try and sleep a bit more. (Success)
5:45 am
Awake now. Lying in bed. Just here. Not sure what I am feeling or how I am feeling.
6:20 am
I can do this. I can do this. These are words I keep saying out loud. Lying in bed taking deep breaths. In a few hours, I will know what lies ahead. I will know what the course of treatment will be. (fingers crossed) What has been the hardest part is not knowing and the waiting. Uncertainty. Not a comfortable place to be. Soon, very very soon I will know more and be able to chart out my coming months.